what makes your heart beat faster?,tell me now what does your body long after?


(hospital views are the best) lol
waZzzzzup.
well sch suxd today.had prelims.maths waz today,only like 7 people turned up.hahah.paper 1 waz alrite.but paper 2 waz just plain confusing.haha,i left in the middle of the paper.the air con waz so cold,and i waz wearing a jacket(plus i almost never get cold,chilley yes,but almost never cold).hahah anywayz,ima gonne watch a few movies now and maybe play the guitarr. alrite.gtg c yallll.

At times the world may seem an unfriendly and sinister place,but believe me when i say theres much more good in it then bad. All you have to do is look hard enough.

Pills

something for the monday blues.enjoy! =)

hello blogger!



hello! my weekend's quite good so far.on friday i slept at 4 am.haha,i watched lemony snickets,a series of unfortunate events( i still remember watchin it with mel about a year and a half ago,and throughout the whole movie,she kept saying how cute sunny was,hahah).ok anyways,then i felt rather productive,i started drawing stuffs,walked around the house for abit then i went to sleep.yeaa.

ok,my saturday which is today,i started it with meetin sheryl at church to do the styrofoam thinger-mer-jig thing.haha then we had meeting.after that i wenna play pool then i wenna play soccer with the servers.(yea,its been a long time.)

ok!,moving on.hahah.tmr,which is sunday(which is in 7 mins) hahah.im goin for mass then after that im meeting jude for lunch.
ok gtg noww/ c ya!

this is what makes me feel alive.



fridays the last day of school! and it only feels like maybe late june ? early july?.time is goin by way too fast.and i seriously needa past n's if im goin to Chec next year.if not its bye-bye sch life and a big hello to workin life.uhhhhhhh.the pressure.i THINK we have an emergency,hahaha paramore.

We live on front porches and swing life away,We get by just fine here on minimum wage.If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand.

I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move.The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon.Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow.

alrite,gtg go.c yaaaaaaal !

Better then the riches of this world,Better than the sound of my friends voices,Better then the biggest dreams of my heart.and thats just the start.



ok today was pretty tiring.i went to church in the mornin for mass with jude(for awhile).hahah yea then we hanged at my place and i helped my bro in law put up the shelfs in my room.then we went to carls jr for dinner(aka peter and jude's journey to carls jr )hhahaha,inside joke.ok then i called dilan then he met us there.we hunged outside carls jr for about an hr then cabbed home yeaaaa.and i just realised smth today.jude waz tellin me.u know when u go to subway to eat and theres a free flow on drinks.soo wads the use on upsizing.its so dumbbbb.but anyways i upsized before.hahah so nvm.ok i think no one reads my blog anymore.nvm! i have fun reading my own blog (seriously i do! =) ).alrite then.i need sleep.its 12.08am now.
later!

I am new, I am fresh,I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh .



what's been goin on? What's the "happs?" , the "low-down" , the "411." hahahaa
well nothin much.lifes good.and i've gotta pass n level this year( a li'l too late to realise that eh peter).uhhh,i guess its never too late if i start now.yea.i dont think i'll go out tmr.i havent stayed home on a sat since,since.since.......i cant remember! hahahah,anyways they'll be so many other sats like the next and the nxt and the nxt,nxt,nxttttt.ooook.its 11.40pm now.20 mins to tmr! hello tmr!.ok gtg now.till the nextt post
bye!

its colder than it looks outside.


my creation,it lives,it lives!(muahahahaha)

ok trivia time.
( lex asked me to do this) i wont usually do it.but considering the equation.(10.45am+nth to do on net= ok survey) lol

5 snacks I enjoy:-
-green tea
-cookies
-water
-chips
-ruffles

5 songs I know all the words to:
-spiders
-cable car
-crazy
-broken
-heart of stone

5 things I would do with 100 million dollars:
-give half to my family
-travel the world
-make the best jamming studio ever
-donate to spca
-spend some of it with friends

5 places I would run away to:
-no
-reason
-to
-run
-away ( lifes great!)

5 things I would never wear:
-pink
-bright green
-purple
-gold
-silver

5 Things that turn you off:
-bad breath
-no sense of humour
-thinks that techno is cool
-laughs at 1 out of 10 of my jokes(if its possible) hahaha
-b.o

5 Things that turn you on:
- =)
-pretty eyes
-i
-dont
-know

5 bad habits that you will regret later on:
-squezzing toothpaste frm the centre part of the tube
-1
-2
-3
-4

5 biggest joys:
-God
-my family
-my friends
-my guitar
-my camera

5 Famous People I would Love to Date:
-samaire armstrong
-courtney cox
-alyssa milano
-lindsay lohan
-peyton(frm oth)

5 people to do this quiz:
-jamie
-bella
-fuz
-mia
-audrey(frm sch)

ok i think the survey was rather stupid.anyways,hows life? lifes good.
the ppl arnd u make u who u r. no? hmm well i guess 1 will nvr achieve greatness while they worship all the emptiness inside.(so true).and i guess lol-ing is not all that bad cuz is saves so much time then 'hahaha'-ing,but its ok if its like really funaye.ok.gtg.this post is kinda stupid.ima gonne delete it the next time i blog.
c ya!

dark blue,dark blue.



my weekend was quite good.on sat i wenna watch click with dilan and had my nephews baptism party.and on sun i hunged with jude,moses(mostly) at suntec and hunged with a few other ppl earlier in the day.and click is a really good show.i think its so good that the tickets are under-priced.hahaha.its not all humour.theres a meaning to it.anyways.u've gotta catch it if u havent.

haha ok.i spent this mornin playin the guitar,playin crazy almost 80% of the time.haha ok. sch starts at 1pm and its 12.45pm now.im gonne be late(not a bad thing) hahaha
gtg see ya!

crazy has been stucked in my mind ever since jude showed me the live vid of em playin,hahah and im learnin how to play it now.anyways,the internets getting quite boring nowadays.friendster is conquered by all the bengs,lians and other ppl who try to "promote" their coolness and my space is just confusingg.i dont know wad im gonne do today..to go to sch or not to go to sch.that is the question.anyways.if i go,i'd prob not even pay attention so why waste my day..rit? i've been very quiet in class since i started at bmc but the teachers still ask me for the ans and its like so clear that i dont know the ans(i think teachers get a kick askin students that clearly dont know the ans) .hahah.uh,i think i'll not go.anyways im havin a great time spending the day at home by myself with my guitar,my vedio games and music.its been sucha awesome day so far.ok gtg,laterr!

its in this moment that we both ignore the truth.



so much for ice skating..hahah,i met bella and jude today.today was pretty nice i guess.yea,i met belle and jude at causeway point then we went to potong pasir,wenne see jude jam,i got a few vids and a few really nice pix but i cant upload em cuz theres smth wrong with my sis cam(but i'll upload em asap,anywayz,after that belle went home then i had dinner with jude and a few others at macs.God is amazing i tell you,jude and i took a cab home,we realised that we dint have enough money then at the end of the trip,i found another 50 cents in my pocket,and it was exact the cab fare,and i needa stop taking cabs.i think like almost half of my money is on cabs.ok gtg now,c ya!

Like a dream you try to remember,but it's gone then you try to scream,but it only comes out as a yawn..


hello!
today was quite laid back.i followed my sis and all to chevron(some sort of country club)".my nephews and all swam.i just sat and talked with my mom.then we all had lunch and i spent almost the whole afternoon with my nephews(we're beginnin to be frenz .hahah).

yea.i've been doin alot "how planned is my life thinkin lately'(spontaneus-ses isnt gonne be on my side all the way,hahaha(inside joke).like wad im gonne do next time,and like which sch i'll be in next year.i want to become a photographer(even though if it doesnt pay much) or i wanna play my music at like coffee hang outs(starbucks,ect),like with a guitar(i dont wanna do smth that pays alot but i dont enjoy doin it) yeaa.lifes too short mannn.theres so much more to life then vedio games,movies,music and bubble gum.i wanna see the world beyond my front door!(hahahh. i rememeber this once when i was about 10,i remember tellin my sister,'i cant wait to grow up'/hahaha .and im 17 now.time is speeding up wayyyy to fast. "waitttttttttttttttt.(simon says stop)

ok about sch,i've skipped alot ALOT of classes lately.and i havent been attentin maths class like for almost 2 mths?(almost) haha.its the most boring-est sub in the whole wide world.maths isnt my cup of tea,and i havent been passing any(even if i tried).at least give me an E for effort.F is so unreasonable.i've been gettin f in maths like for the pass 2 years? suxxxx.but i shall try,like maybe TRY to get a C? hahah ooook.im not goin to sch tmr too.my sch doesnt support normal sch hols but i'll make my own hol.hahahaha alrite. gtg now.

over and out!( happy national day everyone!)

It's the perfect time of day to throw all your cares away,put the sprinkler on the lawn,and run through with my gym shorts on


take a drink right from the hose and change into some drier clothes,climb the stairs up to my room,sleep away the afternoon.

Good morning blogger.
i need gum,i havent had gum in like a few weeks .
things-i-needa-get list=gum,head phones,a new good acoustic,beef jerky,xbox360 games.

i need a pet(besides my 4 fishes that can do almost nth).i had the strangest dream ytd.i dreamt that everyone waz black and white and i was blue.hahhah,then i panic-ed a li'l then i woke up.hahah neways.i think i'll make a really cool dad.someday.

im not he.
im gonne study now.(...right.)

ENDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

about the things that mattered,about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long



friends,romans,countrymen,lend me your wasted time.you know when everythings so cool and just 'snap' everythings upside down,i will never get that.this few months went by a blur,i dont even remember what has been happenin and why my lifes so much diff now.I looked all over but I couldn't find the rewind button. A year from now i'll look back and probably smile to myself about everything(i do that alot),oh well,ok.im goin to sch tmr(yay)NOT. and im gonne cut my hair/ also im findin a parttime job(good luck at that peter)
ok i needa get some sleep. goodnight ppl

over and out!

you're an angel disguised



hello worlddd.its 12.41am now, i just gt home like half an hr ago.ok,i went for the daphne person album launch at esplanade with jude. jude's friend's band played for the launch too,they were good..then wenna macs to hang with a few other ppl thenn cabbed home with jude.yea.im tired yoooo goodnight ppl! (but yal know i aint really gonne sleep,ima gonne watch friends.hehhhhhhh)

dont know why im still afraid,if you weren't real.i would make you up now.i know that your love is true and deep as the sea. and right now i wish i cld follow you to the shore.



12.15,weds,2nd aug
days are passing so fast.i need more timee.
everyones a critic.